2:40 am
The day is long
The night far to short
Silence is needed
In the head and the outside
Shut down now
Close those eyes
Try and sleep through the night
My brain tonight has reached full haywire. From thoughts of the past to the thoughts of the future my mind just won’t stop.
Every little detail, ideas, thing that happened, may happen, chores that need to be done, and the list continues. With my brain playing music like a fucked up radio station in the background of halfway played songs and my inner asshole (negative part of my brain) screaming the worst things it can think about. The worst in me, life, and others. So with all of that my emotions are going crazy and has joined into the rampage.
If only I could make it turn of like a light switch or shut down like a computer. But when this starts it sometimes takes day for it to stop. Leaving me exhausted, some what unable to function while still having to force myself to function. It is truly nights like this that makes me wish I was placed in a psychiatric ward for them to sedate me.
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