Me bitching

 I know I complain a lot on here but there is good news at this point for myself at least. 

-Been working on my resume to find a 20 to 40 hour job, with hope that they can understand my disability when it comes to my energy.

-Still working on my emotional issues with my therapist, while also making the strong boundaries I have staying standing. I am no longer tolerating the words that have been/are thrown my way. 

-I am still working and learning about selling my art online. Definitely a struggle but worth the time I do believe.

-Remembering to take of myself everyday.

-Loving the support and affection from my own tiny little trio of family.

So to you all that read this, thank you for tolerating my bitching about life. We all know that life sucks a lot at certain point, so I do appreciate you actually tolerating me.

Life is odd which makes everyone and oddity.

Love you all.

Just S***

 Today is a tough one. Between trying to find a good lawyer for multiple things, I am also working on scheduling my MRI and fallow up with the cancer center doctor I have, checking my bank accounts to pay my bills, cleaning up my own office/art room area, looking for a decent job in Belgrade due to gas prices, getting a hold of my child support case manager and pick up my kiddo at 3:30. So I don’t really have much time left to get things done.

The lawyer is for personal needs at this point to help me be in more control of myself, my medical stuff (power of attorney, living will, regular will, and a restraining order for more than just me.) so I have called  nine lawyer offices with only two or three, I can’t fully remember how many, answering the phone call with one calling me back. The news from them was, “Sorry but we can’t help you with this”.🙄 If you can’t tell I just rolled my eyes.

With everything else I just am very frustrated and annoyed with today. Again rolling my eyes.